the strange ramblings of wicked_plum

CALLOO CALLAY!

Meet my new baby, she's small, and delicate, and beautiful:




Her name is Samara...isn't she an angel?

I just got her and by the gods I want to get her a boyfriend. An heavily modded Limwha Limho Mono named Grave. It'll be a year or so till that happens, but wow the bjd bug has hit! They are so much more fantastic in person than in pictures. They look just like real little people. Please excuse me while I pamper my princess.XD

PS: here's my flickr with more pics

http://www.flickr.com/photos/27913109@N03/

So here's the deal...I've been waiting 3 years to be able to afford an Asian Ball-jointed doll. I really wasn't hoping for anything expensive...mostly just an MSD, though the cheapest I've see one for was about $300...so I waited and waited, trying to decided which I wanted most. I love Narae's and would have loved to buy one except I missed when they available in Matte Resin, and I don't want my hard earned girl to yellow right away. I also admired Unoa's a great deal, but figured they were completely out of my league...they're incredibly hard to attain, and if you buy a kit you have assemble it yourself, and I've never even seen a BJD in person so how the heck would I figure that out? I tried the secondary market but their prices ranged from about $600 to $900...So I had my doubts. Finally I set all my inhibitions aside and bought a Unoa Lusis 1.5 from The Market Place at DOA. She was $750 but well worth it, and best of all she'll be here by Saturday at the latest. I don't even have the words for how happy I am...I feel like its my Birthday and Christmas X 1000!!!

Here she is from her previous owner's photos:




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Isn't she lovely? Her chin is modded but I think it makes her look so young and innocent, that and she'll look different once I'm through with her.

Thanks so much nolimenoscurvy for making this dream of mine a reality.

Well I'm a fan to say the least, and I've found the past 3 seasons of AI to be boring as fuck, but Adam has changed all that and good for him. He's a little bit Bowie, a little bit Queen, and little bit Elvis...and probably the entire band of The Scissor Sister's transmutated into one being...and he's probably one of the greatest male singers of his generation. Oh and a hot n sexy little gay boy to boot! Look out America, I hope he steals all your sons and daughters!



Mmmmm slash on stage gets me every time. Isn't he like the real life Maxwell Demon, if anyone gets the reference?

I've been listening to a lot of these NWO conspiracy theorist guys, like Alex Jones, and Michael Tsarion lately and though I find a lot of the info they talk about fascinating it kind of pisses me off when every little fucking thing...ever...is a part of this huge government master plan of DOOM. I mean I get there are symbols everywhere, and being able to read and understand symbols is very important to me but WTF Dr. Pepper=Satan...???...Just STFU & who cares??!! Not everything in the world is this deep convoluted web of evil...some things are just normal shit and I wish some of these guys would stop being so paranoid and take their heads out of their asses far enough to see that sometimes a can of soda is just a fucking can of soda. They just need to chill...no wonder everyone thinks they're crazy!

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I know I'm just asking for it listening to this stuff, but I mean there is truth in all kinds of things, no matter how insane they may seem at first. I respect the work these people do, I just think they need to step away from it sometimes and evaluate things for what they really are.

Omg most annoying scene in Twilight: Supermassive Black Hole playing while the Glampire's played fucking baseball!

Why would Smeyer want to steal Muse from me anyway? What does Muse have to do with Twilight??! Half of their songs are about Apocalyptic conspiracy theories...not shitty teen romance. WTF??!!!

The fact that she fucked with Debussy should have pissed me off more...I'm just thanking the stars it wasn't Chopin or Tchaikovsky! I would have really gone homicidal then.

What's worse as she only used Debussy as a plot device to make Edward seem dated. Its just such a lame thing to do!

Really though I'm just posting this because a) I'm bored and easily annoyed, and b) because I'm trying to keep my mind off this creepy book I'm reading, because I actually want to sleep tonight. Its about the whole Alien abduction/fairy lore connection...and aliens really fucking scare me. Its like you could put me in a room with Samara Morgan, Freddy Kruger and Pinhead and I wouldn't be half as scared as I would be if I was in a room full of aliens. Well scratch that Pinhead's just that scary.

Still...why do nerdy types love them so much? They scare the crap outta me!D:

Well I popped my Twilight Movie cherry and wow...2 hours I'll NEVER get back, and I've possibly lost years off my life. Everything about it is a monstrosity...forgive me but the book wasn't even that horrendous, and Jesus was it ever! I really don't have appropriate words...just strange animalistic noises of disgust and physical pain.

I also just want to say that I cried when they killed James. I wish Edward would have just killed him and then they dismembered him...but that was just...*fumes* I despise Vampire/Vampire violence...in a any universe. When Claudia killed Lestat, I cried, when The Theatres de Vampires killed Claudia I went into hysterics...whenever Spike/Angel/Darla/Drusilla hurt eachother I was unhappy...I don't like when vampires kill their own kind, for whatever reason...it rubs me the wrong way every time. I just wished Bella had died 400 times over-JAMES WAS WORTH ONE HUNDRED BELLA'S!! And no I didn't even care for his character I just hate Bella that much.

*sigh*

God the movie even made me feel sorry for Edward a little...he's a complete douchebag and an idiot, and a creepy stalker...but we can't help who we fall in love with can we? I can't fucking STAND when humans get in the way of vampire families and communities. Bella's the ultimate killjoy and ruiner of all things good. What sucks is I almost like the Cullens/Hale's...I think its stupid they're vegitarians, but atleast they have self-respect about it...Bella just comes in and makes them look like fools. Oh and I saw that sneaky Smeyer cameo...stupid cow. I have no love for her work or her moronic franchise. I just hope its popularity goes down and soon, because I like being able to sleep at night and not be plagued by the horrors that have been committed to Vampire Mythology.

Its just a book series and a movie, but I hate it like cancer...more than ever now.

*goes off to write about Demons that are actually evil and don't sparkle*

Why do people perfere Ted Neeley's version again?

I always felt it was so...emotionless. Sure he's screaming on key but its just that...cool, rockish screaming. That doesn't really equal a good performance in my book.

This guy on the other hand sounds great, and acts even better.

I guess this is why I was never personally into musical theater...I just judge singing differently.*shrugs*

On a Repo! note:



I can't give Terrance Zdunich anymore love than I already have...I mean who has diction THAT perfect? Plus his "Graaaaves" gets me every time...that's what I call theatrical screaming that sounds good. He makes the choir girl in me so soooo wet.

All I can say about last night was that the LA Shadow Cast kicks ass, The Bousman is a sexy bitch, I'm in love with Joe Bishara who gives wonderful hugs...oh and Alexa Vega is way too cute in person...and Terrance is so hot he scares me. I mean seriously, seriously?

Kristen let me borrow the 2000 version of Jesus Christ Superstar and I love it like silver and gold. Sorry JCS purists, but this version is light years more moving, and provocative than any other version...and the slash...Oooooooh.

...or however you spell it.

A lovely girl named Kristin is picking me up tomorrow. Sunset 5 Repo! Shadow Cast here I come.

Now if only Terrance could be there.*g*

I had a ride to the Repo! Shadow Cast this Friday, but she got in an accident and is now carless. Very glad she's ok but I will admit to having the worst luck when it comes to Repo! EVER. I guess it just wasn't meant to be. To say I'm not a little depressed would be a bold faced lie but...I'll live...somehow.

I really fucking HATE living in Victorville.:(:(:(

Because I know he'd fucking appreciate this as much, if not more than I do.XD

Omg I'm watching Oprah and Dr. Oz is talking about regenerative medincine...IE growing/creating/building organs outside of the body!! ITS GENECO!!!!

I know no one ever reads these, and these two aren't particularly special or interesting but...

Rating: PG-13 to R
Pairing: Grilo
Genre: Angst, H/C, Fluff
Plot: Graverobber gets shot, Shilo finds him in her mother's mausoleum. She isn't particularly set on helping him at first, so Graverobber bribes her into it with a game of quid pro quo (think Hannibal/Clarice) until Shilo eventually decides to look after him all night. Shilo falls asleep in his arms with leads to h/c in the morning. Must have a Little Red Riding Hood/Big Bad Wolf metaphor going on.

Rating: R to NC/17
Pairing: Grilo
Genre: Dark!fic, Bondage, First time
Prompt: "A little Z goes a long way, baby."
Plot: Graverobber as "Lord of the Underworld" leads a Persephone-esque Shilo to an underground S&M Club. Very atmospheric, slightly stream of consciousness, poetic. Seems like Graverobber has an actual hobby after all, and puts his extra Z to good use.XD

Being poor sucks balls. Not being able to work atm sucks MAJOR balls.

Wanting adorable asian ball-jointed dolls is torture when you're as poor as I am.

Wanting a UNOA is the ultimate, nail-ripping, strapped to the rack kind of S&M horrorshow because they're like $1,000...on a good day.

Oh sweet little UNOA girls how I covet thee:



NOT MINE-DON'T SUE ME!!!!

One day...soon!

There's like no Repo!Fic I wanna read today...

Its-a making me crazy...*twiddles thumbs*

Anyone wanna send me a prompt so I can write my own???

Basically just Grilo for the time being.

What about those weird sentence prompts? Where does one even find those anyway?

...*sigh*

ABNORMALLY ATTRACTED TO SIN

http://www.toriamos.com/

I'm totally looking forward to it.

Heaven's help me I'm actually thinking up Gravi slash!

As in Graverobber/Pavi slash...

...Gravi slash, interspersed with Pavigi slash...stop me when it turns into Gravigi please!! What's worse is Pavi's like 14 in it!*covers eyes*

Oh repo what hast thou done to me?

So anyway here's my request to those better at writing these things than I am:

14 year old (stuttering/self-conscious/disfigured) Paviche with about 16 year old (streetwise little braggart) Graverobber. Pavi doesn't (yet) have a woman's face to wear, just a fake plastic tragedy mask (from the opera). First time/dom-sub/in the rain. Drug use (this can include alcohol and cigarettes) and angsty discussion. 18 year old Luigi is pissed the fuck off jealous so some sort of badness may ensue. Pavi keeps going back to Graverobber though. May end in h/c.

Can anyone fulfill this fantasy for me?

EDIT: Oh and Amber has to be like 12, in a flouncy pink dress, tearing all of her dollies a part!

Tags: fanfiction request, repo! the genetic opera

I think one the only real thing that bothers me about this whole Twilight...situation...is the argument some of the fans make. That its just fantasy and not meant to be taken seriously. In a way I feel that's a slap in the face to fiction and fantasy writers because what they do as writers and what they convey to their readers is real...Most fantasy books are exaggerated versions of the truth...but they are still truth. If anyone's read J.R.R. Tolkien's excellent essay "On Fairy-Stories" you probably understand what I'm saying. Yes you can write a completely fictional story about Vampires and prepubescent romance...but if its heart is false, the reader will know, they will know that it lacks a soul. If the entire relationship driving the story revolves around a delusion, or a sensationalized fabrication of the truth...the reader will know it. Fantasy isn't about lying or lulling the audience into a false sense of security, or gratification, or wish-fulfillment. Fantasy is a reflection of our lives, the mirror-side of humanity. If a story, however fictional lacks that...than is it really a story about anything at all? I'm not saying Twilight can't be entertaining to some people, lots of things are...I'm just concerned about this alibi...that its just fantasy, so what does it matter?

I say if it is fantasy then it has to mean something...infact it has to mean more! It has to matter in a bigger way than a regular book about so-called reality does. It has to jump that much higher to reach its goal. So to me Smeyer is just being a lazy writer...and that's what pisses me off the most.

No...really:






I'm sure its old news to many of you...but I haven't watched many vids of actual Twilight fans, so I actually had no idea how insane they really seem to be.

I just want to say that I actually really feel sorry for these girls. I actually don't think its there fault this is happening to them. I think Twilight plainly and quite simply it seems...makes you mental. I've been in a lot of weird crazy fandom, Repo! notwithstanding...but this takes the cake. This is actually hazardous to people's mental health I think. Worse it seems contagious. I have dear and wonderful friends who defend this book...and they certainly aren't lunatics. Stephanie Meyer is obviously hiding behind her wholesome Mormon persona and actually preforming dirty nasty voodoo rituals behind everyone's back.

TWILIGHT FANS-TURN TO NEIL GAIMAN...HE WILL SHOW YOU THE WAY TO THE LIGHT!

Is it wrong that I've always found this video ridiculously hot?

MM's been the dark purveyor of my waking nightmares since my freshman year of High School.

In normal speak that means I wanted him to pop my cherry.